Saturday, June 13, 2009

2 more days...

I'm pretty sure the answer is no. My mom keeps telling me to get a pregnancy test, but I'm not sure what she thinks that's going to do. If it's negative...then I'm still in the same waiting place because it's soon to check right now. If it's positive, I still have to wait till Monday for confirmation. But I still feel the answer is no. I feel like my period is about to start. This morning, my boobs are no longer sensitive.

I had followed the rules of this cycle much better until yesterday - the only one I break is the lifting...The not lifting more than 5 pounds absolutely kills me. How can I spend any reasonable time with 4 year olds and not have to lift them? Last night we took my friends twins to see Annie. It was their first live theater experience - beyond Thomas and all those kiddie shows. They did really well for 4 year olds that were stuck in a car for 2 hours and then asked to sit still for another few hours way past their bed time. And they loved it! But once again, how can I not help and not lift them? I take the girl to the rest room and the sink is too high...It's the end of the show and everyone is standing and she can't see the stage to applaud.... How do people with children follow that rule? I think they can't. So yes, I broke the rule yesterday. But I don't think it changed anything.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm with you - it's a no win situation. If you test and it's positive, you have to wait for confirmation. And if you test and you can barely see the line (or your mind plays tricks on you), that's a whole new sense of wondering! That being said, I have yet to be able to not POAS. Good luck holding out.

And the lifting rule I tend to break too. Although I heard no more than 15-20 pounds. If it's 5, I've broken it a bunch of times this cycle!

Good luck!! I'm rooting for you.

Billy said...

Crossing my fingers for you!